Just one hour on a weekend

Next month around this time I will be "Home"...yay...its probably going to be fun this time around...Now that I am all set to get married, there are lot of things I need to prepare myself with...most importantly understanding K.

Many a times I wonder how this whole thing between a man and a woman works..I find it so complicated..simply bcoz i dont know how to handle things. I need to take "Being in a Marriage - 101" from somebody whos been there, seen it all , one of these days.

While most of the times things are OK between us...once in a while I begin to think, how the hell can I make myself happy. Let me just tell you what happened today....K is a person endowed with abundance generosity ( which I am xtremly proud off). She never ceases to xtend a helping hand to any body in need...Yaay...I am blessed. Hey..wait until you hear the whole thing. Every now and then she gets requests from her friends V,N etc who want get her expert opinion on some .NET code. I am perfectly fine with her helping them (though sometimes I do get irritated..when K spends lot of time on such projects...dont know why I get irritated!??). I am a person who loves the intelligent quotient in any one, more so my own ppl. While K is smart ass, she is not so motivated when it comes to career or just moving forward professionally in life.

Enough of prologue....coming to my crib...I have been asking her to spend some time with me to browse through or discuss or even talk about the newest and greatest things happening in the microsoft world (by the way thats what K and I do for living..code our way to glory on MS techs). She has never once agreed to do that...she says "I am working so hard...when I come home I dont feel like doing any of the stuff you say"...agreed..she works super hard...I wish I was her boss and could really appreciate her efforts... K you should think about it....all that I am asking is just one hour on a weekend where you and I do something interesting with technology.....nope that one hour has never happened....

Dont know why, I feel upset over these lil things....but will try and follow "Forgive and Forget" policy to be happy in life....

My mood right now: Irritated.